( there's a suspicion damon's been nursing for a while, taking careful note of sam's thoughts and feelings whenever they're in close enough contact, mentally, and he's pretty sure he can graduate it from suspicion to full on theory by now: sam sees things in him that just aren't there. things he thinks are good, selflessness or kindness that is there on the surface but when you dig deeper just... don't exist. or don't in a way sam would recognize. he has such a warped idea of damon's character, it makes it easy for them to be friends.
one day sam's gonna figure out he's wrong. that day is gonna suck, and damon's not interested in bringing it about any sooner than he has to. he guards this theory jealously, erects walls of fog and feather around it and keeps it as far from sam's mind as he can. when the time comes that he has to, damon won't shy away from showing sam who he really is — in all things, he wants real — but he doesn't have to show sam just yet.
not yet.
They can object when they give me reason to believe it isn't true, he replies imperiously, the sensation of an impish grin attached to the words. the gratitude damon pushes away, but that amusement he pulls on, like a kindergartner pulling on the pigtails of a girl he likes. You know the basics. Vampires, werewolves, witches, oh my! Nothing you can't handle.)
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one day sam's gonna figure out he's wrong. that day is gonna suck, and damon's not interested in bringing it about any sooner than he has to. he guards this theory jealously, erects walls of fog and feather around it and keeps it as far from sam's mind as he can. when the time comes that he has to, damon won't shy away from showing sam who he really is — in all things, he wants real — but he doesn't have to show sam just yet.
not yet.
They can object when they give me reason to believe it isn't true, he replies imperiously, the sensation of an impish grin attached to the words. the gratitude damon pushes away, but that amusement he pulls on, like a kindergartner pulling on the pigtails of a girl he likes. You know the basics. Vampires, werewolves, witches, oh my! Nothing you can't handle. )