( start with katherine, she says, like it's just that easy, and damon... he doesn't know where to begin. there's a reason stefan was the one to explain all this to her, beyond the fact that they were together. stefan is better at tact than he is, better at being gentle. damon is a bull in a china shop compared to his brother, and usually he doesn't care, but he doesn't want to break elena. he wants so badly to help her get through this with as little pain as possible. )
In the summer of 1864, Katherine Pierce came to Mystic Falls claiming to be a refugee from Atlanta, ( he says eventually, voice low. he's being as delicate as he knows how to be, but he's never been one for gentility. he doesn't know how to say all this without hurting her. )
Her parents had died in the fire, or so she said, and she needed somewhere to stay. My father, in his infinite kindness, let her stay with us. From the beginning, I was completely taken with her. She was the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen.
( the words themselves are almost reverent in how they refer to katherine; the tone is decidedly not. it's only with the benefit of hindsight that damon sees how she was playing all of them, playing him, and he hates her for it. if she'd never come to mystic falls, if she'd lived with someone else, if her affection hadn't been so laser-focused on stefan...
well, he wouldn't be here now. despite everything, all the things he's done and had done to him, he wouldn't risk losing elena for the chance at a normal human life. )
Long story short, she was a vampire, the one who turned me and Stefan. She played us against each other, manipulated us, wrapped the whole town around her little finger and then bailed when things got tough. I thought she'd been trapped in the tomb beneath Fell's Church with the others, but she was really just on the run. She wanted to survive mores than she cared about anyone in that town, including Stefan.
( a pause, knowing he hasn't said enough, not sure what else to say that wouldn't require tearing open his own heart and letting it bleed out in front of her. the years of hopeless longing, the thought that all of it would be worth it because she was waiting on the other side — hating stefan for having any part of her affection, hating himself for not being enough —
katherine pierce tore through him and his brother like tissue paper. it's hard to put into words the damage she did. )
I thought you were her because you're her doppelganger.
( for this, he opens the link between them just enough for elena to know that he's telling the truth, and to see herself and katherine standing side by side in his memory. it's not something he'd expect her to just take on faith. )
( katherine, the Ex, was the one that turned the both of them. that isn't so much of a surprise, it makes sense, but it's still something of a shock to hear it. 1864, so long ago it doesn't even feel real, katherine waltzed into their lives and this was the result. she can't even imagine a human damon, an 1800s damon. it spins her out just to think about the fact that they had last been alive a hundred odd years ago.
but that's not the problem, that's not the most important thing here at all, and elena knows that it isn't before he even says doppelganger. she can feel the brief moment of tension, the complicated feelings gently knotting and twisting under the surface. it's easy enough to keep most things out of each other's heads, but some things - no matter how residual - bleed through.
but then she sees it through his eyes, and just like that everything changes. )
That's Katherine. ( that tension is coming from her now, twisting at her throat until she wonders how she's even breathing still, and it's all elena can do to keep herself from moving. the temptation to step back, to run even, is overwhelming. instead she stays still, painfully still actually, and even though all her muscles are practically seizing up with tension she forces herself to loosen up.
fists that she hadn't even been conscious of making are unballed, and she flexes her fingers slightly as she lets out a forced, breathy laugh. ) That's- I look like her. I look exactly like her.
( honestly it's like some cosmic joke, and she wonders briefly if there's even anyone she can be mad at for this. damon? he's the messenger, after all. stefan? he isn't even here, but it's just another thing he kept from her, another secret. katherine? it's not like she can really be angry with a woman-- vampire she's never met, but she'd like to be. )
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
In the summer of 1864, Katherine Pierce came to Mystic Falls claiming to be a refugee from Atlanta, ( he says eventually, voice low. he's being as delicate as he knows how to be, but he's never been one for gentility. he doesn't know how to say all this without hurting her. )
Her parents had died in the fire, or so she said, and she needed somewhere to stay. My father, in his infinite kindness, let her stay with us. From the beginning, I was completely taken with her. She was the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen.
( the words themselves are almost reverent in how they refer to katherine; the tone is decidedly not. it's only with the benefit of hindsight that damon sees how she was playing all of them, playing him, and he hates her for it. if she'd never come to mystic falls, if she'd lived with someone else, if her affection hadn't been so laser-focused on stefan...
well, he wouldn't be here now. despite everything, all the things he's done and had done to him, he wouldn't risk losing elena for the chance at a normal human life. )
Long story short, she was a vampire, the one who turned me and Stefan. She played us against each other, manipulated us, wrapped the whole town around her little finger and then bailed when things got tough. I thought she'd been trapped in the tomb beneath Fell's Church with the others, but she was really just on the run. She wanted to survive mores than she cared about anyone in that town, including Stefan.
( a pause, knowing he hasn't said enough, not sure what else to say that wouldn't require tearing open his own heart and letting it bleed out in front of her. the years of hopeless longing, the thought that all of it would be worth it because she was waiting on the other side — hating stefan for having any part of her affection, hating himself for not being enough —
katherine pierce tore through him and his brother like tissue paper. it's hard to put into words the damage she did. )
I thought you were her because you're her doppelganger.
( for this, he opens the link between them just enough for elena to know that he's telling the truth, and to see herself and katherine standing side by side in his memory. it's not something he'd expect her to just take on faith. )
no subject
but that's not the problem, that's not the most important thing here at all, and elena knows that it isn't before he even says doppelganger. she can feel the brief moment of tension, the complicated feelings gently knotting and twisting under the surface. it's easy enough to keep most things out of each other's heads, but some things - no matter how residual - bleed through.
but then she sees it through his eyes, and just like that everything changes. )
That's Katherine. ( that tension is coming from her now, twisting at her throat until she wonders how she's even breathing still, and it's all elena can do to keep herself from moving. the temptation to step back, to run even, is overwhelming. instead she stays still, painfully still actually, and even though all her muscles are practically seizing up with tension she forces herself to loosen up.
fists that she hadn't even been conscious of making are unballed, and she flexes her fingers slightly as she lets out a forced, breathy laugh. ) That's- I look like her. I look exactly like her.
( honestly it's like some cosmic joke, and she wonders briefly if there's even anyone she can be mad at for this. damon? he's the messenger, after all. stefan? he isn't even here, but it's just another thing he kept from her, another secret. katherine? it's not like she can really be angry with a woman-- vampire she's never met, but she'd like to be. )
How is this possible?