[ Sam doesn't know what he'd do if he could never see the sun again - he knows it's gotta be the same for Elena. He makes a mental note to himself - or to Damon, technically, considering they're in each other's heads - to move that high up on his list, and hunt Cathaway down if they can't find it quickly.
His immediate reaction is something like a chuckle, little prickles of warmth across their link, even as there's the impression of him making a face. ]
(It's not what I'd lead with. But it's definitely a bonus. If it were me...) [ He pauses, considering. ] (I'd wanna know the people I'm leaving behind are gonna be okay, that they'll be taken care of. I'd wanna know that the people going back need me, that I'm gonna be able to do some good there and I'm not just gonna sit around thinking about what's happening down here. And maybe I'd need a few dozen reminders that it's okay to think about what I want, what I need. That I can think about the good things that might be back there. )
[ He says if, but that's... pretty damn close to exactly what he needs. Sam's gotten to know Elena more than enough to notice how similar they are about some things. ]
❰ damon listens to all that quietly, considering, and then there's the sensation of nudging shoulders.
The people you leave behind are going to be okay. You'll help more being up on the Station.
it's half a joke and half serious — no matter that sam is better at practically prioritizing than elena, he's still like elena. if she needs to hear that, so does he. and it's not like it isn't true, either. there are a lot of pretty damn capable people here, and the ones who decide to stay here know their own capabilities — they can all take care of each other. the more junior hosts, the people who can't hack it down here — they're going to need people who know what they're doing, who can empathize with their struggles. the first is damon and sam; the second is sam and elena. ❱
[ There's the briefest flair of surprise, then it settles quickly into the impression of a bright grin, bumping shoulders in return. The mental equivalent of shit I love you, man. Sam's still consistently surprised when someone does something like that for him, but less so because it's Damon.
It's one of the things that Sam loves about him. ]
(I think so. I hope so. I wanna make sure the new people know what they're getting into, that they can handle themselves. Run some support groups. Get you really drunk.)
❰ it's... easier to be this person with sam and elena. the one who comes up with the really insightful, emotionally relevant things to say. damon's always been an empathetic person, but for most of his life he's had to use that to manipulate people. using it to make someone he cares about feel better is... nice. damon is not a good person, not by any stretch, but no matter how he has tried not to, he cares. he'll probably always care, switch off or not.
slowly, bit by bit, he's coming to terms with that.
That last one's going to have to come before the support group. And don't expect any kind of participation. I'll be a butt filling a chair.
because as if sam would let damon get away with not showing up to a support group, damon won't even fight that one — at least if he's there he can keep a constant mental commentary in sam's head and try to make him laugh at inappropriate moments. ❱
[ Damon is... a lot of things, but yes, he cares. And that means more than Sam can say. He's already come to terms that one of the things that Damon is, is Sam's - like one of the things Sam is, is Damon's, like he's always gonna be Damon's.
No matter what shit comes down the line.
There's a laugh across their link, low and pleased. He's just happy Damon'll be there; that's all he'll ask, for now. ]
(A really attractive butt filling a chair.) [ It's easy, almost an absent habit, to flirt teasingly with him. ] (We'll have a themed group, all the alcohol you can drink and still sit up.)
❰ some might say it's a mistake to think of others as belonging to you, but it's not really so much that sam belongs to damon — he grew up in the antebellum south, okay, he knows how that reads, and he'd rather die than own sam — but sam is... his. his to look out for, his to make laugh, his to protect.
even if sam thinks the same about him.
I knew you'd been staring at my ass, damon thinks, delighted, and the sensation of a grin is unmistable through the link. Now that's a support group I can get behind. ❱
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His immediate reaction is something like a chuckle, little prickles of warmth across their link, even as there's the impression of him making a face. ]
( It's not what I'd lead with. But it's definitely a bonus. If it were me... ) [ He pauses, considering. ] ( I'd wanna know the people I'm leaving behind are gonna be okay, that they'll be taken care of. I'd wanna know that the people going back need me, that I'm gonna be able to do some good there and I'm not just gonna sit around thinking about what's happening down here. And maybe I'd need a few dozen reminders that it's okay to think about what I want, what I need. That I can think about the good things that might be back there. )
[ He says if, but that's... pretty damn close to exactly what he needs. Sam's gotten to know Elena more than enough to notice how similar they are about some things. ]
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The people you leave behind are going to be okay. You'll help more being up on the Station.
it's half a joke and half serious — no matter that sam is better at practically prioritizing than elena, he's still like elena. if she needs to hear that, so does he. and it's not like it isn't true, either. there are a lot of pretty damn capable people here, and the ones who decide to stay here know their own capabilities — they can all take care of each other. the more junior hosts, the people who can't hack it down here — they're going to need people who know what they're doing, who can empathize with their struggles. the first is damon and sam; the second is sam and elena. ❱
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It's one of the things that Sam loves about him. ]
( I think so. I hope so. I wanna make sure the new people know what they're getting into, that they can handle themselves. Run some support groups. Get you really drunk. )
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slowly, bit by bit, he's coming to terms with that.
That last one's going to have to come before the support group. And don't expect any kind of participation. I'll be a butt filling a chair.
because as if sam would let damon get away with not showing up to a support group, damon won't even fight that one — at least if he's there he can keep a constant mental commentary in sam's head and try to make him laugh at inappropriate moments. ❱
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No matter what shit comes down the line.
There's a laugh across their link, low and pleased. He's just happy Damon'll be there; that's all he'll ask, for now. ]
( A really attractive butt filling a chair. ) [ It's easy, almost an absent habit, to flirt teasingly with him. ] ( We'll have a themed group, all the alcohol you can drink and still sit up. )
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even if sam thinks the same about him.
I knew you'd been staring at my ass, damon thinks, delighted, and the sensation of a grin is unmistable through the link. Now that's a support group I can get behind. ❱